Thursday, October 02, 2008


Week's been busy. But now a 3-day weekend and I have no idea what the holiday means. What it means to me is my last holiday till Christmas, alas alas. I've overbooked the next three days with people. I should probably not drink because my sickness is not quite wellness yet but hwtavere.

I had a DMT flashback tonight that was kind of scary. I was thinking about a house where I lived as a kid in Garden Grove, California, and I was trying to remember my mom or brother or grandma inside the house, but I couldn't remember anyone. Just the house and me in the house, like everyone else had been taken from the memory. Then my lungs started contracting out of control like when I take a hit, like I was being breathed by the universe, and I collapsed on my couch, unable to move and entering the border realm of that place where there is no Other and boundaries dissolve.

I wonder what I'll do when I'm done with this year in Korea. Sometimes I enjoy Korea, but I don't know if I'll ever love it. I want to try living in Europe, but I don't want to teach. English is okay, as far as language goes, but teaching it (especially when I don't speak my students' language) is just too basic.

I want to live on a beach with a cat and a deaf-mute wife and just read Krazy and Ignatz and smoke pot all day. Krazy Kat gets my vote for the greatest creation in world history and if I had a stable home in America I'd order all the Fantagraphics volumes and soak it up.

The world is really polluted and there are a lot of people. But there are more ants. Did you know there are more than 12,000 species of ants? Animals are interesting. Ants, bees, dolphins, cats, whales, and octopi get my vote for most interesting animals. That's all the voting I'll be doing this year.

I've been eating kind of shitty lately and feel unhealthy right now, even though I look real thin. I bought a pizza the other night for $6 that could feed two people and ate it all myself because I don't do leftovers. I have a microwave but it's in the closet and I've never used it.

That sounds like a good note to end on. Good night.

Quote of the day:

"You have purchased or stolen the full 95-CD audio instructional program entitled The Areas of My Expertise."


Blogger John said...

You smoke The Marijuana? What are you, a terrorizer?

12:00 AM  
Blogger Cutup said...

Fear not, John. It's hard to get The Reefer in the ROK.

8:08 AM  
Blogger kev said...

Ants are boring. They're all over my house and they bore me (except when they sing calypso).

4:06 PM  
Blogger Cutup said...

Fear not, Kev. They probably just want to eat you.

9:53 PM  
Blogger John said...

You smoke The ROK? What are gay, a gay?

4:17 PM  
Blogger John said...

And by "what are gay," I meant "what are you," of course. Because I'm an illiteratic person, I kan't spell.

"Because I'm young and I'm black and my hat's real low / Do I look like a mind reader / Sir, I dunno / Am I unda arrest or should I guess some mo'?"

4:19 PM  
Blogger John said...


4:19 PM  
Blogger Cutup said...

I appreciate your passion for commenting.

5:55 PM  
Blogger John said...

I appreciate your passion for sarcasm! We should star in, direct and write "Grumpy Old Men III" together. We're like Walter Matthau and Jack Lemmon, but less talented, and perhaps slightly more attractive.

10:37 AM  
Blogger Cutup said...

Methinks it's time for a new entry, if only to desaturate the bloated comments section.

5:40 PM  

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